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I threw a wish in the well,
Don't ask me, I'll never tell
I looked to you as it fell,
And now you're in my way

I'd trade my soul for a wish,
Pennies and dimes for a kiss
I wasn't looking for this,
But now you're in my way

Your stare was holdin',
Ripped jeans, skin was showin'
Hot night, wind was blowin'
Where you think you're going, baby?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

It's hard to look right,
At you baby,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

Hey, I just met you,
And this is crazy,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

And all the other boys,
Try to chase me,
But here's my number,
So call me, maybe?

P.S. Are you trying to call me, maybe ?

I can't sleep I'm feeling wide awake
Tonight is taking it's time
How much more before the morning breaks
And I can leave it all behind
'Cause everytime I try to close my eyes
I only end up seeing memories of you
And it's never enough
I'm waiting

Even though you're gone I can hear your heart
It's calling out my name like a flash in the dark
If this is just a dream I won't give it back
I'll find a way to make it last
One more minute
Wait wait wait don't go
Just one more minute
Wait wait wait don't go

I am keeping every word you said
But how much longer can I hold on
'Cause whispers echoing until they fade
Remind me that you're already gone
'Cause evertime I try to chase your voice
I end up getting lost and running in circles
And it's never enough
I'm waiting

Wait wait wait don't go
Just one more minute
Wait wait wait don't go

In daily life, we have been waiting for plenty of things, people or miracles to happen. Some would leave due to the impatient of waiting while the others will wait till it happens or appears.

We can be sitting at the restaurant waiting for someone who is late, watching all the people passed by, putting your head down so the waitress wouldnt question “Do you want to order anything yet ?” Then you would somehow blush and say “No, its okay I am still waiting for my friend.” And you will still be waiting and waiting.

No one likes the feeling of waiting, it literally slows the clock down. An hour of waiting would feel like a week, a month or a year for the person who waits. While the one who be waited, would feel time passed in a fast pace. If they are kind enough, a slight of guilt would rush into their mind and apologize for their mistake.

So in the end of the day, would you be the one waiting or be waited ?

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be. 

When I was young, I used to listen to this nursery rhyme. As all children will do, they would literally question their mom how life would be in future, but all the answer was just like the lyric of the song. Now I have bypassed my high school life and finishing my tertiary education very soon, still I dont know what is lying ahead in the future. Even putting the future out of the picture, I wonder what I am doing all these while, I have been studying and studying to pass the never ending exams. In a few months, I would be entering the next phase of life which is working, but I am still feeling lost.

It always happen to me in wondering what I am doing right now, am I doing the right thing ? Or even doing it in a right way ? I have been doing my revision for final which is around the corner, but I do wonder was I doing it right. How would it gonna play a part in my future.

If I ever know what is this sickness called, I am definitely infected by it. It will hits me once in a while in life.

There is a saying…

If its worth having it, it would worth the wait.

Who are you waiting for ?